please

assalamualaikum..so, hello there.

dah sebulan aku tinggalkn blog nie. hmm, aku buat blog nie pon bukan utk diupdate tetiap hari. but, as a medium to luahkan rasa hati, yg xmampu dikongsikan dengan org lain. pity me. sigh*

well today...rase cam ntah pape ja. sunyi, lonely,..even though kawan ramai kt sebelah. cerita berlambak blh tgk. tp still...i'm alone. no one out there that..we can say, rapat la nga aku...ask me either i'm ok or not. eating or not. or anything. not to talk bad about my mom, but i'm kind of miss to have a mother. a real one. the one that ask me either i'm okay or not. how's my study. sigh*. kalau aku xcakap, xde nye nak tanya. that's why la aku jadi penyimpan. i keep all my feeling to myself. not sharing it with anyone. kalau kat luar sana, girl like me ade parents yg blh bercerita ape2 ja. but...not me. kalau aku crita pon, it was...just like i'm talking to myself. no one care about my story.

kite nie, yea2 ja bercrita..but she just like..ouh, okay. that's all. i hate that feeling. feeling of no one want you. keep your story just to you cause i don't want to hear it. mehh.. i hate that. hate that. hate that. well, kalau dipikir balik, memang mak aku xde nk dgr pon crita aku nie. so, as a conclusion...let me talk with my writing. i write, i read.

well, honestly..i want someone who listen to my story. all of my stories. please...listen to me. i want someone. please..

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